Britney Spears Says It’s Unlikely She’ll Perform Live Again As She’s “Pretty Traumatised”

According to Britney Spears, she feels so traumatized by what happened to her while she was in a conservatorship that she will "probably" never perform again.

Spears vented her frustrations with her output during her 13-year conservatorship in a lengthy rant that she shared on Instagram yesterday (Sunday, September 11) alongside a naked picture of herself.

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In the post’s caption, which now appears to have been deleted, she wrote: “I will be honest in the beginning 13 years of conservatorship like 8 videos I only like one – Work B***h … the most offensive SO CALLED professional pictures on every tour.”

“I mean they could have at least cheated and retouched them for me … just saying … 2 day shoots for a new show in Vegas were the worst ever … and me excited for the pictures for 5 months on tour … they never showed me any …”

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“I’d rather quit s**t in my pool and shoot photos of myself in studios over working with the most offensive people in my life …”

“I’m an extremely short lady but of course, my team always hired the tiniest girls to be on stage with me … as 8 girls talk about humiliation good god … and tours WITHOUT conservatorship I only had 4 girls or 2 on stage with me!!! JUST SAYING.” 

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During the 13 years of Spears' conservatorship, her father Jamie Spears, and several other people were able to manage her money and personal life.

She eventually demanded that it be terminated since she thought it was abusive.

The star continued: “You think I’m being silly you try being up there and feeling like that … anyways … anyways … I’m pretty traumatized for life and yes I’m p**sed as f**k and no I won’t probably perform again just because I’m stubborn and I will make my point …”

“So as we listen and hear… ‘MY MIND AND ME’ … let’s stay positive and focus on my awesome fans for their awesome pictures they made themselves for making me feel pretty… anyways all good though … in the meantime, I will be SITTING on my HORSES!!!” 

She added: “Psss … and father the beautiful picture you guys put up of me in New York City for Pepsi making me cry looking 80 years old … see this picture right here … kiss my God d**n mother f**king a*s you f**king b*****d.” 

Spears stated in another post, also posted yesterday, that she would never want to put anyone through the "pain" of conservatorship and that it is "extremely hard" for her to accept what her family did to her.

“As for my Mom and Dad who sat back and hid coffee from me at the house to wake me up from feeling dead and scared like an old lady … and threw me away … I will say it loud and proud … I pray you both burn in hell,” she said.